January 2011
2 posts
UGH. Why?
Why do I feel so ashamed, like I have to hide, reading something I know you’d only support, find interesting, or funny?…
Why feel guilty for wanting to be what I have decided to be?… Or did I decide at all in the first place…
Is that the problem?
The 2011 Feel-Good Self-Affirmation Post
During 2010, I changed my eating habits and started being more active…
…and lost 70lbs.
Oh yeah, and I still hate my body and everything about how I look, and I have gained not even one bit of self confidence.
Was I SERIOUSLY that fucking fat-ass before these 70lbs that I can still feel this much like shit about myself? I’m not sure which part is the most pathetic.
P.S.
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